Unlucky Day

Hii there peeps....., :(

Today is a bad day for me..

I felt so sad about it ;(

Let's start from the beginning..,

but 1st, talk about 106 for a bit time

These morning, I thought of asking the girl I fond to while reaching to school but eventually... aiya ... she was not at her class at the assembly area together with the rest as the ground were very WET...

But I saw a lot of pupils at the canteen which something came to my mind & believe that the girl fond on is around there

So I went to the canteen & look for her to the start all the way to the end of the canteen...

Finally saw her with her classmates who she always stick to every morning but without Fairuz , another girl which the one who always smile at me whenever she saw me...

(The girl's name is .. can never mention her name =])

Anyway.. I say 'Hi' to her like the same usual way with a smile too (=

The girl I fond to also do the same thing to me.. (=

After that, we both do out old things for a while ...

By a few mins later on, the girl that always smile at me came to school & went to the girl I fond ...

They both starts talking to each other like they always do all the time ..

Which also reminds me of something, I quickly finished the things that I was doing & went to them immediately...

I asked the girl I fond on with anxiously ' Hey (Not typing her name), did u heard anything from your dear friends, Fairuz and the other one (the girl who always smile at me (: ) about my secrets?'

She answered with a smile & laughter 'No, Don't have at all'

After that, she looked at her friend who always smile at me smiling away together with her

( I think that the girl I fond on just lie to me for the 1st time to me just to hid from her secrets but it is fine for me)

Durin recess,

I thought of asking the girl I fond to again about the secrets

But eventually I thought of giving it a rest for a while as they also sometime busy with other things

So I just do not bother the three girls from 106 for that time only (:

I went to one of the Mee Stall near to the Western stall and quene up to buy my food

but I totally forgot about today's menu so I went in front of the stall to checked up the menu for todayinstead of queneing up...

(Just being curious about it cos I had never been buy the food from there for so long for about a week or even a month)

But I also did not realised that the girl who always smiled at me was actually just in front of me and was buying her food...

When we both face each other, we just say 'Hi' with a smile too :P

( I think I will try to talk to her like a friend cos just knowing her without getting a good introduction is not good for her & I never heard her speaks before cos she seldoms smiles at me all the time)

Then, I go quene up.. wait with patient *_* but cannot tahan nah.. so many ppl queneing...

But lucky got fren to chat wif to spent the time...

I order Chicken noodles...

After ate it , I felt fire in my tougue and went to but Big Soya bean & chug in hurrily cos canno

tahan :)

Btw the unlucky thing about me is ....

1st I was so embarrassed of myself totally about the that day when Mdm Santha in a bad mood and told the NA Sec 1 to stay behind...

She scolded us for being misbehaving in class for the 'Self Study'

& also asked the misbehave students to stand up... within 10 secs

But eventually there was not any students standing at that time cos some of them only noe to make troubles but no integrity & guts to stand up to own up their mistakes..

When Mdm Shatha was about to counts the last number ' 10',

I had no choice but to stand up ..

It was a big shocked to everyone in my class cos that lesson, I was actually well- behaved...

( I stand up just for the sake for my class, had scarificed for them cos I am a Class Chairman & also our school Value's Integrity)

Mdm Santha was so surprised of my reactions and 'puji' me in front of the NA Sec1 class to follow my rightful example "Integrity"

2ndly, I was so angry from inside and sad too cos I had fight & and quarrel with my friend..

I was actually doing my best to do the things well but my friend was not happy with my hardwork and commitment even shouted at me for being useless & calls me all kinds of names..

I was not satisfied and scolded him for being disrespected to me but he dares challenged back at me

But then, my other friend stopped the both of us from quarreling to each other,

I went to somewhere far from him and cried on my tears but I hold on to it from getting others see it...

I also not to be the type who always fights with others cos u noe wat kind of personality of mine.. :D

I am easy to forgive someone quickly but to him, I would not forgive him until he apologise to me first cos he make me feeling like a 'lowdown' to the others..

( How I hope that I could make him begs through his kness for seek forgiveness from me, :) )

Lastly,

The most embarrassing of all to me only... ):

Which also related to the 106 girls...

After school, I immediately rushed out of my class and searched for (can nvr mention the names) near her classroom

( Seems that I am quite busy nowadays like doing a deliveryman, walk here & there or everywhere I am )

I realised that her class is emptied...

So I went down to searched for the 106 classmate & asked if they know where is she?.. o.0

But then, all of them I asked told me that none of them seen her around in school after class...

Few mins later, I saw the girl I fond to with her friends, Fairuz chatting about something which I saw them laughed happily...

I was happy to see them laughin but I was too 'kanchong' (means in a hurry for something) that I interrupted on their conversation..

I asked the girl I fond to "BlaBlaBla (Obliviously not writing down her name) , do you know where (the girl that always smile at me) is?

She looked at me with a smile, never scolded me for interrupting on her conversation with her friend cos I just apologise to her & answered 'No, she had just went home'

I replied back to her with some reactions ' Alamak! I got something important to ask her'

After that,

I say goodbye to the girl I fond to with a smile while also thanks her and apologise to her friends too... :)

I immediately rushed out of the school and searched her around Tampines but near to East View (Like finding a lost animal to returned it to the rightful home & do not ever think that the girl I am searching for is my girlfriend! But just a friend ;-[)

I looked for her everywhere places without stopping & calls her name like near the car-park near our school,at the Bus-Stop near Tampines North Primary School, besides the so-called- esplanade but could not find her at all...

I stopped my quest to looked for her just in front of the Tampines Junior College ;P

As I think that she was already home by now ..

I almost forgot that I had lesson at 2pm so I quickly charged back to school without taking any transport which was nearby but sacred to have wait for the bus to come :)

(I hope that I could noe u better to get close to you as possible as I could so that I could save time)

It refers to the girl that always smile at me whenever she sees me ...

Btw got lessons,

Cya !