Thursday, September 24, 2009

Leadership earns new roles of loyalty

Helo again, peeps
Class on these week are quite normal except for some other lesson
as my pathetic classmates kept making some rubbish noise such as making fun of others especially the King Of Pop,Soccer Club and some more of it which not suppose to be say..
Anyway..
Let's just change the topic instead of this :)

During morning,
On my way to where my classmates are, I past by 106 class and sudden to heard someone calling me
So I turned around and saw it was the girl that I had fond on asking whether I am going for the leadership training or not & I answered 'Yes, I will be going later' But I also wanted to asked her that but then, she gave me the cute smile to me ...
On my relieved when I on my way to the MT Lessons, I was about to pass by 106 classroom(Just curious to check on her, peeps)
Instead of that, she then come out from her classroom at the front door and when immediately saw me, she say 'Hi' with a smile
(I thought of asking her something but say wrongly by replyin 'Hi' back to her)
But as long she say smiles, I would be happy...
More ,I was near to the staircase to wait for my friend to give me back the class key after the MT lessons, by then I saw the girl that I fond on to with her friends include the person I admire long months ago but still now walking down the stairs to go to the Hall for assembly & smiled at me when both of them saw me as I also smiled them back but then , I remembered something
So I asked to the girl that I fond on whether she is coming for the Leadership program or not and she answered to me 'Yes'
Then felt lucky to asked her the question when I got the chance
During assembly period,
I was watching the assembly as it was about celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Deepavali..
Then one time, when it ends by a boy from 107 and some of the Sec 2 students got picked on the stage to wore a 'Sari',
the girl I fond on look at me with a cute smile * I was relieved and turned my head behind whether she really looking at me or someone else
Once I turned back and looked at her again, she laughed with a cute smile again ^_^
(I wondered she really looking me...)
Even before the leadership programs, I went down to eat my marble cake which was made today during Homecs lesson, I saw the girl I fond on at the canteen chatting away with her friends while holding her phone...
I just ignore her for a while as I was too hungry to say a thing...
As I had finished my lunch , I saw the girl that I admire on walking alone and when getting near me, I immediately say good-bye and she turned her headaround and smiled instead of saying good-bye back... (Thought of asking her where is the girl I fond on but nvm... cos too admiring to say a thing... L.o.L)
On the way back to the library, I saw the girl that I fond to near the canteen still chatting with her friends...aiyo...
I thought of passing by without noticing but then, failed as she called me to come over to her..
No choice cos for the sake of hers, I went to her and asked why..
She answered with a bit scared 'Can u just wait for me and we could go up together to the Leadership training?
When I was about agree to it, she then say ' Nvm, it's okay, u just can go 1st'
I was dazzled but I quickly replied back ' No, it's okay, I will wait for you'
She smiled a bit while continued to her conversation with her friends...
Few mins ltr, we both went up together to the library....

Now I will tell you guys about my 2nd & last training or program for the the Leadership
1st activities was the ' Chiku, Chiku Bang Bang!!
It was about a people together as a team, makes a music by tapping on thier body to make a rythm and after a while, the person who have the bullet must point at someone and say ' Chiku Chiku...
When the time I got a bullet, I no other to remembered or choose, I pointed at the girl I fond on.. instead...
2nd Activities was the Holding the balloon to safety while blindfolded..
This game make me sad and disappoinment to the girl I fond on the most as it was the time when she asked me to joined her to form a group as I am bery helpful to her....
But to my realised, I actually refused to her, she say ' Hey,u betrayed me sey..!!No la jk only..'
She smiled at me by then...
& I just followed wat she say... Just listened to my decision making....
(Real Thing is... I felt unpleasant of making her sad and disappointed of me)
After the the activities is immediately over, I thought of apologising to her but then my facillator asked for my help for the last activities...

So had no other choices but to help out as there's nothing to do durin the 5 mins break...
Before the break's over and I had finished helping out, I immediately apologise to the girl that I fond to but she do not say a thing about it..
Then I thought as it was my unlucky chance...
When overheard that we are going to do 50 squads if we lose the 3rd game...
The girl that I fond on felt bored and sad of that.. but I told her that I will do those squads for her together with mine if she hate it...
She say ' Nvm, no need for that' But I say ' Nvm, I insist it' She was amazed and tell her frind that I was so good...

During third game... I saw the girl that I fond on was not beside me, ( Phew , I was so glad)
But after hearing the rules and explanation, I saw the boy beside her changes place next to me and I surprised that I was beside her la...( Here We Go Again!) (Nth else but just dun care)
Even heard that must hold hands.... I thought of her... say in my heart
( Not a single touch on her skin ) :)
Instead she hold onto my shoulders....
WE had fun while playing the game as it was so challenging and needed teamwork

We all have to write a comments about the Leadership training after that and draw or write something on a big paper.. We both together with the group laughed while making a joke of it .. :P

After then, I was holding the paper to check and admiring it...but then I was chosen to represent my group to explain and show wat we had done to the paper we got... I just make my old and new way... Some of the ppl laughed and the rest looks normal like bored and couples of them was booing....
Akready tapped my friend beside me to do with me but he forgot...
Then I was embrassed a bit But at least I had some courageous and had impressed the girl I fond on a bit or maybe not...
After that, I thought the instructor forgot about the 50 squads but then told to do it after finishin the form given earlier of the commenting about the leadership...
The girl I fond sad and un happy a bit .. so I do the 50 s quads for her but then... the instructor did not aware and the whole groups must do the squads together :(
That's all!!!

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