A very distressful day for me]=

2 day so sad n very stressful sia... so disapointed LOL ):

2 day went to the Algerbra trails,it was so fun n got to learnt new math skills even earned to get well wif new frens... durin tat time ..hurh...
I saw the girl tat I lust to durin recess,I am quite happy to see her again after the past few days..
n observing her all the time about y she always not sit wif her frens n seat alone but one boy I tink her classmate was playin on her.den I saw her smiling to c the boy playin in front of her.. good to c tat..

again..!!!
durin the math trail.. okay to met the girl I like in my class but to surprised to found tat she changed her hairstyle to her original 1
I dun noe y but still very grateful to c her once ore... =)

after the math trail as usual .. STAY BACK!!!!!!
be4 going back... watched the girl I like in my class went home safely like a body guard... LOL!!!!!!!

I got the checklst about the people who in a different group from my old sch fren.. too bad tat I did not get it at all... dun noe.. mayb no more left la....
I look through all the checklist about 106 to found out the girl tat I lust to her.. but I tink I found her group but not confirm which one is her name LOL anyway her group I tink maybe is 62 if I am not wrong ...
mayb try to ask my old fren who is her fren about her name is I still go the courage
...

n this part I am hatin the most of..

durin evenin ,I went to my grandma's house to give my cousin's hw wif my sister n brother

I waited for my cousin to chat wif him for so long nvr met..den he came home so I chat wif him... for so long den we came to a topic about BGR LOL always happened in all teenage ppl

but so shocked to noe tat the girl I like in my clas is my cousin's old fren

I asked him all about her since her school time wif him...

he told me tat sometimes she ask a stead from him but tat was close tat he rejected her.. I dunnoe y la.. ask him personally if wan to noe y peeps...

even after we tok about tat.. he ask me about teh girl I like house number.. thought he want it onli but even called her sia... :O

too embarrassed so went away for a while doin some push-up in a meantime...

after my cousin ends tokin to her,.. she told me about y she dun like me.. as it is coz ah..pls dun tell any1 about dis kay peeps.. I abeggin u.. so as she tinks tat I am irritating,i tinks selfish la.. lol so pain to heard tat..

In my thoughts....!!!!!!!

I should listened to my cousin advice n frens to be brave n do wat shuld I do!