manages o make a very kindful day but turn out 2 be awful later

..... :( very sad n more desperate today in school, coz today my temper n feelings are getting to let out my anger sia.. ):

i hate to remember n type the hurtin part I been just now but nvm jus be a man LOL.. [my fren always say tat sentence all the time]
so long nvr heard the girl I like say 'Good morning" to me onli chat about other tings like "can I have some sweet" n "do u have something? " oh dun u c tat peeps so sad seh =[ again, i heard someting dissappointment me a lot durin IH at the com lab makes me a lousy bf u noe wat I am tokin about peeps... LOL anyway
the smallest boy in my class took the girl I like in my class 's phone n msg someone i tink hers real bf .. :(..
she felt angry n say give her back but the boy did not give her back lt for a while she went off wif unhappy face n the boy gave her back wif some jokin way n deleted the msg ...
Even i heard tat Rildwan,my friend accused danish,also my fren LOL of likng the girl I like in my class.. so sad again plus I heartotal was... 4!!!!!sia way bad for me ... I noe one at her auntie's house n another from a sec 2 class...name starts wif a letter 'S' tinkin anout who the hell is it???!!!!!!! ;(d from my classmate say tat the girl I like in my class likes some boys in ou school n some from other school
hm.. pls dun tink wrong about me, this 1 not above, okay .. the one i am going to write now
durin recess ,when I was at the 1st drink stall of my school ordering my green tea la the name is same as the girl I like in the past still love her deeply ..hehee.. :]but not the one in my class.. ok btw I heard a girl 's voice which is so sweet n soft so it attracts me a lot tat made me turned behing n looked who wasit,
so to my surprised, it was the the girl again from earlier [i am not tellin who is this girl coz it is another girl which I fond on so much] as I feels so inside me,felt so ah.. u noe how I feel .. happy of course to heard her voice at least once eve yesterday I saw her be4 the going to the IH Trip 2 the Singapore River ,smiling away wif her frens plus m 2 happy to see her..heehee.. does make me had regain some of my spirits so I am wondering If I am fond of her,is it coz of lust or like or even love? makes me tink very hard n forgets wat I am doing now...!!!! :O

btw tinks hard now so tat's all again for 2daytill we meet again......