Going to change a bit of attitude!

Just in class thought of becoming selfish person.. but instead,I changed my mind about it ..cos of the girl I like in my class ... :(

Even jealous to heard that the girl I like in my class had another boyfren sia!!!
1 from Sec 2 & another from our Class PSL fren =l
Feeling jealous so much... but nvm btr bear with longer...

At nite same as ever but someting change me a lot or maybe a bit onli...
which is the heehee the REM Final season 1 at okto
It was so cool & lovely some times sad...
Even got the REM girls at the OKTOlive.. Yeah!!!:)
Watch all the way till the end!
So fun to watch it plus...
I actually gave a email to the REM girls for invitation to watch the Zac Efron movie
Too bad the winners was all girls but nvm!!!

Still happy fro them...
Nid to sleep peeps!
Cya

Things does not going on wat

2 day was so angry inside my heart sia...
damn it.. cos jus now durin Science lesson, a stay-back student which is suppose to be Sec 2 now in my class..
bullied the girl I like in my class... :( sad
he took her last remainin favorite sweet,shouted at her for fun, push her back away from her former sitting area but the more worse is he made fun and accused that te girl I like in my class and me love each other :@
Shit la....
After a few while, some heard it & the girl I like tell some1 of her fren that she is angry wif the boy la
Plus I tink the girl I like in my class now hates me so much coz I did not help her ..... Stupid sia... better apologise to her before it's too late!

Nth again... STAYBACK
2day went to play basketball...
asked them to fights me solo All on one!
Arghh I lost...
nvm
Ltr went class leaders trainin.. LOL sit there do nth but ltr go practice rehearsal
ouh gosh..

its rainin :O
Went home after that again helped my friend,Wesley take care of his skateboard...
COOL sia!

anyway bbye peeps!
!

Steady day

I wan to say Happy Birthday, Faris! 1 of my classmate from last year pri] ;P

la thought of going out 2 play badminton but instead, I went out wif Don...
u noe wat he actually wanted to trade money wif someone he doesn't noe on the search online sia..
even he told me tat it was his 1st time *l n jus wanted to buy a bicycle body for $25 walao wei... so cheap

after bought it went Timezone play games for 1.5 hours den went lunch to eat .. damn hungry coz 2 day it onli snacks :P
den went rainbow watch the competitor played till 4 plus Oh shit... it's raining badly... NO!!!!!!!!!!
nvm btr go home b4 get drenched

As usual wen reached home,do hw,check bag,ate dinner n go to sleep... heee

TAta peeps!

Sports Day & Shoppin TIme

Yesterday was so fun n sometimes mad... :) :(
The people there was so chaotic n in a high spirit
when event started,I saw the girl I like in my class running for the 100m race
so sad tat she nvr won...
Also cheerin for my house colour BLUE Cougar!!!After tat it's was my turn for the inter race relay,
again I was faster but the other team member was damn slow but nvm cos some of them was 1st time tryin

In the end,We waited for the final result of our house winner... so finally.....
The result is....
1st Panther
2nd Leopard
3rd Jaguar
4th Cougar
Lol we lost but btr try harder nex time!

2day though restin day but den it's was shoppin time la! :l
J
Ate at a famous restaurant, it was very delicious... hmm... one more chcken n ice cream :P
Jus bought a badminton racket,shuttlecock,food n maybe drinks

gtg cya!

Bad mood!

Thought to tell u peeps about the girl I lust to her but nvm always the same thing maybe sometime

So I will tell u about y I had a bad mood durin the last period in school,
every time I alwayssit at the front of my class but sudden to noe tat I had to sit at the back but tat's is not the ting tat I am angry :l

I sat at the back and happy to see the girl I lust to her at the front of her class...
then.. the assembly begans...it started wif the Sports day game for tmr which make pay attention to it 100% to it as Sportmanship is 1 of my passion :P so I dun understand about y there is a medals given out to the top three fastest lower sec students running for the 400m relay n I awaited to c who is the boy tat like n ex of the girl I like in my class which is the 1st for the 400m relay of the lower sec n surprised tat it is one of my fren :O
Even I saw the girl I like in my class was so happy to c the boy which is her ex received the gold medal & saw me wif the excitement but actually ignoring me:(

Ah!!!!!!!
hurh......Y should I do??? -_-
If like tat, I will challenge the boy to the 4oom relay tmr if got cos of not enough time whic I dun noe the reason but I will race to beat him once n for all!

Disappointed Of Frens

2day I was too angry n one feelings tat been kept from my heart that had just revealed itself this afternoon at the Tampines Indoor Stadium!

I was practising my running relay for this following Friday wif some classmates of mine..
I ask them who will come together wif us to practise ut they told me tat it was the girl I like in my class n one short boy in my class to come..

Wait n wait n wait n wait...:l but still not yet come so being angry so call them la
but when they answered, they told my classmate who are at the Stadium wif me tat they both r at the Tampines Regional Library.. so angry sia *-*[ had to bear it]

the girl I like in my class prosmised to come at 2.30pm but actually did not come at all.. wat a waste of time...
Hurh but at least we had practised running
Oh man, it is damn tired!

after tat went back to school to take our school bag n played badminton
N left to home!
LOL
cya!

New ways, new luck!

Today went to school as usual...
like the same as ever, went to sit n chat wif my classmate :]

after the Majulah singing which is the repeated one +O,
I was looking for the girl I lust at her class ...wat's wrong wif me???
But instead of me onli, she also looked at me..
After a while lookin at each other from apart of the class,
we look at other tings.. at least happy to c her again :P

Btw again STAY BACK...
To play badminton la of course..
be4tat,my fren asked everyone to do warm-up so we agreed but :)
run onli half of the school n hid behind the school back gate n went to the hall while my othe rporr fren had to tortured himself to run the whole school .. LOL!So sad Hehehe(:

Durin badminton,I played a several matches

1st was 21-dun noe Lost :(
2nd was 21-9 Won!
3rd was 21-7 Won:)
4th 21-11 Won:)
5th 11-6 Lost! Nvm

After tat Went home Do hw!
TAta!

Last day of holidays! :O

It seems that today is the last day of the school hoildays

I will have to wait for another holidays to have fun but it's okay coz I am glad to meet my friends again :)

Btw phew.. my hw is all done!

Cya ;]

As a normal day

Hi peeps...
today like for normal .. :l
play games.. study..excersices n more.. LOL +]

I changed my blog into teh new one but dis one is not the 1 tat I liek so stil standby or it la..
ltr I tink 2day or tmr. I will find the new blog skin I like..
cya!

A very distressful day for me]=

2 day so sad n very stressful sia... so disapointed LOL ):

2 day went to the Algerbra trails,it was so fun n got to learnt new math skills even earned to get well wif new frens... durin tat time ..hurh...
I saw the girl tat I lust to durin recess,I am quite happy to see her again after the past few days..
n observing her all the time about y she always not sit wif her frens n seat alone but one boy I tink her classmate was playin on her.den I saw her smiling to c the boy playin in front of her.. good to c tat..

again..!!!
durin the math trail.. okay to met the girl I like in my class but to surprised to found tat she changed her hairstyle to her original 1
I dun noe y but still very grateful to c her once ore... =)

after the math trail as usual .. STAY BACK!!!!!!
be4 going back... watched the girl I like in my class went home safely like a body guard... LOL!!!!!!!

I got the checklst about the people who in a different group from my old sch fren.. too bad tat I did not get it at all... dun noe.. mayb no more left la....
I look through all the checklist about 106 to found out the girl tat I lust to her.. but I tink I found her group but not confirm which one is her name LOL anyway her group I tink maybe is 62 if I am not wrong ...
mayb try to ask my old fren who is her fren about her name is I still go the courage
...

n this part I am hatin the most of..

durin evenin ,I went to my grandma's house to give my cousin's hw wif my sister n brother

I waited for my cousin to chat wif him for so long nvr met..den he came home so I chat wif him... for so long den we came to a topic about BGR LOL always happened in all teenage ppl

but so shocked to noe tat the girl I like in my clas is my cousin's old fren

I asked him all about her since her school time wif him...

he told me tat sometimes she ask a stead from him but tat was close tat he rejected her.. I dunnoe y la.. ask him personally if wan to noe y peeps...

even after we tok about tat.. he ask me about teh girl I like house number.. thought he want it onli but even called her sia... :O

too embarrassed so went away for a while doin some push-up in a meantime...

after my cousin ends tokin to her,.. she told me about y she dun like me.. as it is coz ah..pls dun tell any1 about dis kay peeps.. I abeggin u.. so as she tinks tat I am irritating,i tinks selfish la.. lol so pain to heard tat..

In my thoughts....!!!!!!!

I should listened to my cousin advice n frens to be brave n do wat shuld I do!

not bad la 2 day coz goes on the same way like the past few Sunday :P
...LOL.....
thought can met old fren 2 play badminton as usual ...but again 2 day rains like tears ... hurh....
nvm la still tmr will go out play badminton at the Tampines Indoor Sports hall sia.. cool even going to meet many old fren there ltr

at nite, so amazed to c once more the girl I like in my class chat wif me on msn but 2 bad :( she onli asking her best fren handphone number thought she wanted to chat wif me coz it's been so long since we last to chat wif each other... maybe I should try to chat wif her instead of her wanted to chat wif me as dis is my chance to show wat I can do to win her as it is the onli time tat can regain my true courage.. ;) heee like can la
but still nid to believe in myself tat I can win her for sure!!!

So -s0 fun plus okay la

2 day went out quit fun n cool got new jeans ..n cool watch sia....!!!

thought after going to city hall ,go home but still go to Bugis to shoppin again ..LOL ! =)
again , so angry n tired ahh.. going to hospital la three places gone today, so tired ..tink dis is a Amazing race is it!!!!:(
but at least met my school fren there jyeah!!!!
man my hairstyle...ahh... forget about tat

at nite watched the FC Club match btw Man U [hehee my favourite club] hahaha... VS The sucker Liverpool lol ..of course it's sucks
it was so amazing to see my Club challenge the other club but dis time, the Man U is losing by 1-4 sia ... stupid Liverpool manager n the team also like shit ... tink they can persuade the members from Man U to join other club or theirs ,NO Way Man bitch la the Liverpool ... they can just go swimming Pool la ..
cya n Man U goes up while LIver pool goes down to teh river hahaha!!!!

CCA time for Now or Never

2 day so lucky for me but onli for CCA :) not class lesson =( LOL
even 2 day got the report book la..
I got 434 over in total sia...okay so-so good
wished to do better nex time ..

anyway about the excited part was tat
durin floorball,I went to teh Indoor Sports hall,
i was so amzed tat it's look so new n big but the smell stinks coz it still brand new sia!!!
Awesome!
N I had a handicap challenge just now
1st match was...
1-1 yo it's a draw damn it !!!
2nd match was...
2-1 jyeah win haha plus hehee (:
3rd match was...
3-0!!!! u noe wat I score all for this last macth so... total is... Jyeah baby,
I score 5 goals tat time...n the teacher there was impressed by my skills n talent
WOW so luck seh n
today aslo went to have a hair-cut ...:)
tat;s all!

Not satisfied to see the forward again

damn it, LOL:O
my fren lost the class key
oh gosh kana scolded ltr but saved tat I had explained to teacher about the case but still
nid to pay $8.50 tmr ...heheee but too close tat my fren accidentally bought the class key at his pocket n found it at his uniform pocket.. la wasted of my precious time!!!!!

I was surpised again 2 find out tat the other girl I like as a lust [confirm already coz of... nvm no nid to so kepoh peeps....]btw of saw her at the potch wearin a black T-shirt..
i tink her CCA lol.. I though onli every Friday seems it was changed or maybe also got another day of her CCA la...

after sch, I wonder at the bubble tea shop coz I like it lol... then met frens while sayin tat the girl I like in my class boyfrens name was Ahamd Syahir as I saw his name so familiar so i tink back n remember tat his name was at the track n field same as my detail for the 4oom run..so i tink i will find out who is it n gotta beat this person of wat I am made of n get my full speed to him at I am fastest....hehe like can la but I still believe tat I can beat him for sure n impressed the girl I like in my class... n also I also had competed wif someone in a 800m run u noe aroun the school sia.. so damn tired!!!
then run again just 1st but now 2nd .....!!!!!!!!1ahhahahahah...lol nvm who cares about it coz I was so tired sia
I let him go 1st la


btw tat's all lol!!!!!!

manages o make a very kindful day but turn out 2 be awful later

..... :( very sad n more desperate today in school, coz today my temper n feelings are getting to let out my anger sia.. ):

i hate to remember n type the hurtin part I been just now but nvm jus be a man LOL.. [my fren always say tat sentence all the time]
so long nvr heard the girl I like say 'Good morning" to me onli chat about other tings like "can I have some sweet" n "do u have something? " oh dun u c tat peeps so sad seh =[ again, i heard someting dissappointment me a lot durin IH at the com lab makes me a lousy bf u noe wat I am tokin about peeps... LOL anyway
the smallest boy in my class took the girl I like in my class 's phone n msg someone i tink hers real bf .. :(..
she felt angry n say give her back but the boy did not give her back lt for a while she went off wif unhappy face n the boy gave her back wif some jokin way n deleted the msg ...
Even i heard tat Rildwan,my friend accused danish,also my fren LOL of likng the girl I like in my class.. so sad again plus I heartotal was... 4!!!!!sia way bad for me ... I noe one at her auntie's house n another from a sec 2 class...name starts wif a letter 'S' tinkin anout who the hell is it???!!!!!!! ;(d from my classmate say tat the girl I like in my class likes some boys in ou school n some from other school
hm.. pls dun tink wrong about me, this 1 not above, okay .. the one i am going to write now
durin recess ,when I was at the 1st drink stall of my school ordering my green tea la the name is same as the girl I like in the past still love her deeply ..hehee.. :]but not the one in my class.. ok btw I heard a girl 's voice which is so sweet n soft so it attracts me a lot tat made me turned behing n looked who wasit,
so to my surprised, it was the the girl again from earlier [i am not tellin who is this girl coz it is another girl which I fond on so much] as I feels so inside me,felt so ah.. u noe how I feel .. happy of course to heard her voice at least once eve yesterday I saw her be4 the going to the IH Trip 2 the Singapore River ,smiling away wif her frens plus m 2 happy to see her..heehee.. does make me had regain some of my spirits so I am wondering If I am fond of her,is it coz of lust or like or even love? makes me tink very hard n forgets wat I am doing now...!!!! :O

btw tinks hard now so tat's all again for 2daytill we meet again......

Wat a fine n so-so okay day hee....

All day through the whole school lesson wasjus nix dudes but too bad the girl I like in my school had 2 go off from the class coz of her floorball tournament at about almost end of the school time hour LOL! I miss her sia hee.. :)

Even I feltvery sad 2 heard my friend who sitting beside me in class told me about the girl I like very much will nvr like me at all coz of this word in malay but dun noe how to change it to english hee.. soi LOL btw anyway the word was "minang"...which was sudden then had a painful in my heart.. +(

Durin the IH Project trip to the Singapore River n also durin tourin around the place ealier on, one of my funny,cool n maybe sometime aggresive friend which a stayback student, Zen made fun of one of the Singapore old statues

hee...hahahah! I took pictured of him of almost kissing one of the statues LOL









And also touring near the Singapore River where there is a Stamford Raffles statue is,u noe tat Raffles must be showing some respect but one animal show no respect by... ti tittititi..******


I can't believe tat the bird land on raffle head of the statue...Hahahahha..
It showed him no respectness sia hee... =)

then had a Amazing race so fun but tiring n one of my member not playin if us LOL he jus too lazy... la
My group got in 3rd in class seh chey chey ....hahahha...cool...
but so even sad the girl I like not around ... =(

Tat's all for 2day!

Just wantin to make peace but got some unlucky happened

2day wow...wat a headache :( but still got some happy moment happened :)
durin P.E, I was so surprised 2 heard the girl I like in my school say 'good morning Nas' so I answered 'Good morning ... :0' n even say 'hmmm.. [the girl's name] nix hairstyle u make'
she heard it with a pleasant smile ... doing tat was so scared but tat was close I got some courage to do tat ..phew .. :o even happy 2 see her smile once more n quite
bt cute sia
durin P.E ,my class form a group of 6 people or more maybe la ..forget..LOL nvm anyway I formed wif my best n good friend which is the same old kind n started playin friskbee or maybe ahh.. nvm :( for oursleves but then our PE teacher told us after doing the earlier,we will have a match wif other team so I thought tat my group wwill encounter a easy team but actually goes on challenging the team which playin a fool,make noise n play dirty means ' chaeating la but some onli not all'
Some other time in the challenge ,I saw them playin cheat by just throwin the friskbee high in the sky without passing their team member for three times so we had a lose to them LOL 8-0
They cheats sia not fair so nex time,my turn to do the part b playin tough better as I am showin no mercy haha.. la.. c 1st can or not any way
go home late sia stay back for badminton an floorball plus heard tat my fren, Aruna lost in a tournament so sad shocked sia the score is 21-1at first then 2nd 21-3 equal 42-4 onli seh LOL!!!
ltr at home now got hw but done all hahaha tata
cya!

Fun but too many disheartened

Yesterday,I was so bad for me LOL :(
I went to malay programme for the poetry to see the girl I like very much over there
u noe wat, i was surprised tat she change her hairstyle sia WOW to me,the hairsytyle she used so cute n even pretty hehe....
durin the malay poetry, she spoke the peotry tingin was so quite good but too bad she did not get to win but I dun mind about tat :O
So disappointed coz I was so timid to go n be the peotry spoker instead of her wat a waste again but nvm as there is her fren joinin too ...
nth to say
....

Wasted of chances to win someone

Oh man,I wasted a lot of chances of someting =(

Between today came home so late but a little bit early leh just to train for my badminton skills to try out new player skills of badminton watched the girl I like played floorball just this afternoon
I met my friend,Zikri today so we chat for a while then played badminton too then Zikri told me tat he always noticed the girl I like so much in my school seems so desperate to find a boyfriend ( can u believe it... last time I told her tat I like her but not to stead wif her but she thought I wanted 2 stead wif her so she rejected me coz she is not ready for a relationship yet but I am not so sure whether she like me a or not :(....) anyway I was so interested about tat topic so I tink about all the time n so I lost to Zikri in badminton! LOL (can u believe it tat not fair onli a small matter still buggin me wat a headache!!)
After I had played enough of badminton,I went up to the hall to find Amir and Mus but too bad :( tat they were not upstairs but I felt quite happy at tat moment when I saw the girl I like playin floorball rite now hmm... y lookin at her makin me lost all the pain and the sad moments just now i had been long ago...
Even after she finished playin floorball, she went home n I saw her smilin face LOL! To me, quite cute n pretty la.. heheee
Durin tat lovely moment,I went to the hall and started 2 play badminton for fun.. so shocked to encounter Wesley,,my another friend at the hall so sudden we challenge one another to play badminton.. in the end I win as the result score is 21-19 not bad rite but so badly done if to me as i miss some of the shot from him leh :(
IAnyway tat's all again LOL!

Tired sia n maybe today is not a best day for me

Today is so exhausted for me sia :(
The badminton CCA is so tough sometime when play many times start to be so-so fun la
Want to be according to planning but then it turn out different as I wanted to play badminton with my friend but got some busybody interfere seh and ask for rackets to play 2( LOL! cao ni ma)
Again, my classmate make noise but I noe they are used to it that kind but the one which is not in the rules is some of them change seats especially ahh....hate to say it but one of the classmate boy change his seat n sat next to the girl I like in the class but she dun mind OH gosh I feel jealous la nvm about tat
btw even he weather is bad as it rain like rainfall ... more like a waterfall...hehehe
plus I came home late coz of firends la LOL Lucky nvr get scoldin from parents onli get a seek of advice ..Jyeah =)
btw gtg Sleep time Good Night peeps!